shez all alone

she stares at her feet,as shes walking by ,her shoes are torn ,just like her weary heart,she looks at the sky,its as dull as the shine in her eyes,she feels a lump in her throat,which is heavier than ne goddamn thing on the earth,shes wants to hold back her tears,she hates feeling vulnerable,she stands alone and smiles,coz shes amused by the people around,every one faking sympathy,how will they ever know,how much burden she carriees,shes completely torn inside ,but holds back the urge to cry,she knoes she cant give up,her broken soul yells with pain,though she knoes ders no1 to listen to her,noone to soothe her ,noone to hold her tightly ,nobody to wipe her tears dry,she luks at the sparrow ,such a tiny yet marvellous creature ,free from troubles,free from everyone,she can simply fly away !thus secretly she wishes,her silent pryer to god ,if hes listenin ,to grant her freedom;yes! thats what she longs for ,free to do as she wills;free from all the troubles;she yearns for peace;she wants to be in his arms ;in godz arms;thus with her final good-bye;she jumps in the river.