Yesterday i watched my blue valentine starring the hottie ryan gosling. Well, i coudn't sleep. this was a movie one of its kind. I was so emotionally shaken. This was the first time i realized that feelings can just fade, evaporate, go away .. so easily. Love is so temporary. Attachments are like mere punishments. Why do i love vaibhav, He doesn't want me. What is the remedy? Even after accepting the fact that im no longer necessary to someone, why do i fantasize? Recently i had a root canal procedure, got me thinking , how wonderful it would be to simply extract the roots of that particular nerve that creates those silly feelings. It could be so cool!.. no pain, no hurt. Last night i cried my eyes out, watching disappointed dean(ryan gosling) walk away in the end is so iconic. His only fault was that he was him. He cared , he love her. He was perfect except he wasn't really rich or successful. The dryness of a loveless marriage is so vividly captured. Made me wonder.. Is this real? Does marriage become this exhausting and grey after a point? Like i wasn't cynical enough!
This movie has opened my eyes to the basic human nature. We like things when they are exciting but things become dry , all things go stale. Everything .. EVERYTHiNG will end.
Love Doesn't exist. Even if it does it is TEMPORARY.
All the songs, movies, ever afters' are all crap.
While wondering all this i realized that the genre of my life after all is nothing but 'tragedy'
Everyday after today will be effort to give up on love.
This movie has opened my eyes to the basic human nature. We like things when they are exciting but things become dry , all things go stale. Everything .. EVERYTHiNG will end.
Love Doesn't exist. Even if it does it is TEMPORARY.
All the songs, movies, ever afters' are all crap.
While wondering all this i realized that the genre of my life after all is nothing but 'tragedy'
Everyday after today will be effort to give up on love.
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