Monday, March 9, 2009

being nUn.e
She was a normal girl, evrithing about her was probably relly normal....normal face normal body type ....she wasn't all dat fabulous ......i mean even witout a trace of smile or makeup she was extraordianrily beautiful...bt she deserved a 2nd luk..nd she got dat .................... but not in a way a normal girl gets 2nd looks ...she got it ...only because she was wearing a brown uniform ..she was a nun after all she had to wear it ..like she had to all those innumerable stupid things which she was made to do ...like pray to a structure carved outta wood , it never spoke ..never responded ,never cried ,never laughed .....she was made to bow in frnt of a livingless piece of wood....I dont f***king get it ...! ....wen i was a kid i went to a convent , i hated da nuns , dey treated kids like dey were sum kindda disgrace to humankind...i mean dey're kids....kids r supposed to be loved...!! but no ..fr da nuns kids wer sum kinnda enemies ...i can't say all da nuns were crazy....der were a couple of nice ones .....but now i can relly figure ot y dose odr nuns always had a frown ....da simple reason behind dat is dat dey were (are) living a life ...trying to please odrs ...please human kind ...id makes no sense living a life of chastity ...i mean .....ders no harm in it .....bt wenever i luk at a nun ....id makes me feel sad fr dem in sum way .....like dey're jus nt happy ...wen u wish dem gud mornin ,...dey'll reply wid a smile ....bt da smile is neva genuine ...ders a whole lotta tragedy behing dat .....nd i relly cant get it .how a woman can possibly live witout ahem ....u noe wt im talkin bout ....i mean ...idz next to impossible ...(im not makin dis part up i watched it on discovery....i swear!)...bt ...chuck it i relly don't respect dem dat much neways ...coz ...frankly ...even i waned to b'cum a nun at sum point in my life ....or wud( im crazy bdw).... bt i know if i evrrr waned 2 b'cum a nun dat wud only be if im runnin away frm my responsibilities , my dreams , my friends , running away frm freedom ....most of da young galz bcum nuns coz sum of dem want to , sum are forced , sum r jus like i said running away ... ...well...i was once told ....no nuns r relly innocent ...dey kindda find ways to satisfy demselves....u noe wt i mean again !!...... nw im sho ur wondering ..y ive rittn dis stupid pointless ...blog....der r a numbr of reasons
1. idz almost 2 at night nd im nt sleepy .
2.i feel sad wen i luk at nuns .
3. i cant frget da nun i saw 2 yrs back .
4.ppl keep making stupid..stupid mistakes ....nd no matter hw much u try u just cannot erase dem off.....idz like a paint dats sticks to ur body fr da rest of life ....nd it cant be removed no mattr wt ...nd .....da whole point of my blog is ....all of us like da nuns ....have evil desires ...all da tyme ....bt ...dat dusnt make ur relly bad ..... coz like babu sir says .....ders no right nd no wrong ...!!

2 comments:

bloom! said...

interesting and nice.

Lincoln said...

different and unusual topic but it was nice :), i too feel sad for them , god didnt made human to worship him day in and day out , he made to human to enjoy the life that he has created, to feel the happiness , but there are soem self proclaimed stupid humans who dictate what other shuld do in their life....