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....i went to the aquarium. it was fun . i went after sum i dono 8 yrs.
i saw many fishes nd a turtle nd idz babies . i wudnt like to live in a tank . the 1st time dat i went was wid my father . i dont remembr it a lot , i was tiny but he took me . ive forgotten most of it ne way . my frnds wudnt go wid me wen i was in jai hind eventhough da aquarium was so near . but i went . it was fun . ill take my kids der fr sure , if they ever wanted to go ....
neways bye .

i just felt like ....

hmmmm
i thought im quite strng , very smart , extremely intelligent .... neva did i thnk dat this belief of mine ....will upset ppl ....i never was a snob , i cudnt be ... i mean i hate those kindda ppl....why is it dat ppl want you to cry , to be vulnerable .....
im writing this coz a guy ...nt dat i like him or have even 1 % of liking towards him am i writing this blog ... trust me.. no inclination of dat sort .
but somehow i always manage to hurt him...maybe ...alrte i thnk he lukz relly dumb ...noes nuthn about dressing up normal .....doesnt treat women well ....is sexually insatiable .... ( i noe it thru my sources :P) ....lol .....neways ....i thnk i behave normally ..... bt it is sumhow dat he is deeply saddened by da way i behave .... dis also i cum to noe thru a common frnd .....i mean jus coz i din shake hands with him coz my hands were dirty... covered with ketchup (im bad at table manners ) .....he's upset nd later bithces bout me to our common frnd ......i sumtymes dont understnd guys .....i mean nt dat im an expert at being with guys .... well i've practically screwed my relationshps..coz ive been "rude".......wen i thnk im normal ......
well ....i sum up as nt evr1 u meet will like u....
nd u dont need to explain urself to evr1 ...
bt den y is it dat .... while writing dis im relly sensing .....guilt maybe ....
wen nuthn on my part is intentional.....